follow the Leader

for once I want to be the "popular" one.
I want someone to come talk to me for no reason, just to talk.
I want to come to someone's mind when they are thinking of someone to hang out with.
I want to not feel secluded.

not excited for the recharge... because it means taht I get to spend another few days sitting alone in front of the computer. I wish people would stop in and see me, or want to watch it, or stay up and talk or anything...
blah.

sorry for the negativity... just having a crappy day.