follow the Leader

amazing weekend.
I'm so surrounded by Christ's love... always and it just makes me so happy.
I have joy really overflowing from me. The conversations I had this weekend were beyond amazing and really powerful.
I'm struggling SO much right now though, with the unknown. I wish I knew what was coming and I wish I knew what to expect and what I'm looking forward to.
I wish I knew what to do about certain family things. There's nothing I want more than to make him happy and to let him know how loved he is. I'm so worried that he had no idea that he's SO loved and SO appreciated and So amazing. He's my brother I will never ever let him go.