Monday, May 18, 2009
This is it.
As I sit here, throwing things away, moving things around and organizing I realize that this could be the beginning of an end. As far as I know, this will be my last summer spent at Okoboji Lutheran Bible camp. Five summers and one full year of memories to sift through. I'm cleaning my room in hopes to clean up the rest of my life. I've got junk everywhere. I feel like, by letting my room stray to terrible disarray I'm letting Satan in. I know it sounds weird and probably far-fetched, but seriously, I'm not happy when my room is a mess. It's frustrating, overwhelming, and upsetting for me when I walk into my room and see stuff everywhere. I think I have ADD. I would LOVE to be able to just clean it up, or not let it get messy. However, every time I clean it I end up doing something else. Example: I'm writing this blog right now. How ironic. haha. At any rate, I'm getting it done, I've go my facebook closed and I'm close to closing Twitter too. I've got three and a half drawers that need to be filled and a pile of clean clothes on my floor. The pile of junk on my bed needs to be sorted and then I'll be good. I can do this. I need to do this. If I don't get this straighted up I will not go into my (possibly)last summer here in a good mood. I want to make this the best it can be and glorify God with every single thing I do, say or think. He's got to be number one or the Word will not be shared.
All I can think of right now is that song:
"He's my Rock my Sword my Shield, my Wheel in the middle of the wheel, My Lily of The Valley, my Bright and Morning Star. Makes no difference what you say, I'll get on my knees and pray. I'll get down until the day of Jesus Christ [woo pow]."
He is and I will!!
This summer is going to rock because God will allow it to rock. I will not let Satan have a foothold here and I will not let him ruin my summer. No way, no how!
Amen?
1 Reactions:
since when did i t become wheel in the middle of the wheel ??
back inthe day they taught us 'hole in the middle of the wheel'
anywho.
love this blog
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