follow the Leader

I have sooooo much I need to say.
It's just something I really want to tell someone. I'm afraid though.
Because, if I tell someone it might not happen the way I'd like, at least one thing I have to say. There's only one person I can think of that might actually care enough to listen. You know who you are, I'll probably tell you tonight... I want to scream. I want to shout it out. There's good, there's bad there's soooo much going on in my head right now!! Yikes!