follow the Leader

So how do you deal with a God-given gift that you don't like?
I mean.. it's not even a selfish don't like... it's not like... oh I wish I could trade it in..
It's a gift that has been hindering me to see Jesus in them...
that sounds super weird... but... okay.
So I can read people really well and tell when they are being fake... and like I just know certain things about people
after just meeting them. like... God gives me vibes and clues to know the truth.
that sounds strange.
Example... I once met this guy who was a youth director (not mine)... and he was really nice, everyone loved him and so on and so on... well I knew something wasn't right. I could just feel it. And it was a feeling that I know was from God. He made me uncomfortable, and I questioned everything he did and his motives.. Well the longer he was working in his church the more all this stuff started to surface about him. Eventually he was let go... and I had been telling my parents the entire time that I had these feelings... well that's just one example...
and it stinks because there are people in my life right now that I know are really being fake, and I can see things in them that people can't see, and it is hurting me SO much because I don't know if I can tell anyone without them being hurt... because everyone loves them... these people I usually get vibes about are good people, who have lots of friends and everyone loves them... ugh..
I hate so much that I don't even feel comfortable.. and I'm afraid that more people (than I know already have) will get hurt by these people... This gift drives me crazy...
I know God has given it to me for a reason.. and I just need to keep on praying to figure it all out... but yeah..
okay.. so if you made it through that you're probably super confused... haha... try being in my head!! lol.
anyway.. have a good night... I'm going to go read some of His Word and rest my mind! Love you!