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I still hate you.

It's back. She's such a fighter.
Last night was the benefit.. oh my gosh, I cannot believe how much people can pray and love and give and just BE! I am humbled and blown away by the support my family has. The Lord is SO good, SO faithful, SO loving, and SUCH a great comforter! I know my mom is safe wrapped in His arms, and I know my dad has found strength in Him alone. I know my brother can sleep at night knowing that even though he may be home alone, he's NOT alone.
How dare I even think that any of this can be done by the doctor's hands alone.
As cliche as it may sound, I constantly find myself turning to Psalm 23. I love this... "He restores my soul..." YES! I'm feeling it!! I was broken, alone, abandon, frightened, confused, hurt, and so much more, but now I have found strength, I have found peace, hope, love , comfort, joy...only because of the restoration of my soul. God is so good!
My mom will fight. This cancer has nothing on her. I'm so excited for the day I can proclaim, very loudly, that my mom is CANCER FREE!
Until that day I will fight right beside her!!
She's my best friend. It's not time for me to lose my best friend.
Give Him the glory, honor and praise!!!